I absolutely love your blog!
Thank you dear! :)
Don’t kill yourself. Love yourself.
If you kill yourself, you will the opportunity to feel the greatest love that is waiting for you.
Please value your life. It’s the most precious thing some people wish they could have.
You told it in your message already, you LIKE her. So its only the first phase of Love and I promise you dear that you feel that very often as you grow old. Love has its own stages and definitions, but you will really just know what is real from what is not in the right time and person. By the way, I think you should give her freedom to be alone and decide on her romantic relationship, because some girls hate boys who insist with their own motives.
I am not really cool with this topic because I’m an old soul, I still believe in preserving that special thing for your groom. So in your message, there’s doubt and fear, don’t do it dear, you’re still young. If you’re scared, i think it’s not good.
He’s having his own problems as what I can read in your story. I think he wants to fix his life first. Don’t do anything to get him back, just be a real friend. He needs a friend now more than ever. People change feelings sometimes because of the trials they are facing, and they hope that people will understand them even if it hurts. Pushing your personal interest will just make the situation worse.